Last night and today I had to do something that was incredibly difficult: to choose my health over school.
It is exam week and at 11 is my foreign relations exam. Grace wanted me to study with her at 7am but I had to tell her no bc I need to get more than 4 or 5 hours of sleep. then Matthew text me 20 minutes ago asking if I wanted to study and I know I really need to, but I chose to have breakfast instead bc if I dont eat I will get even more shaky and sick.
I know my friends were disappointed, but for once I am choosing to take care of myself first, and it feels good to.
“They couldn’t afford to pay him much, but he didn’t mind. He was able to work just a few scant hours a week, enough to pay necessities, with the added bonus that he was able to spend his time surrounded by books. Places like this gave him the sense that there was more to the world than his existence, and the timeless quality of the shop made him feel as if it would be here long after he had left.”—“Found You" Chapter 4 by snowprincess on fanfiction.net
ugh stupid muscle spasms. this one muscle in my left leg always acts up this time of night and it is really painful and annoying. it will spasm then my leg goes tingly and various places start throbbing on and off. some days i really hate fibro
i keep getting sidetracked while working on my hemingway paper bc it is giving me so many ideas of places i have to go to while im abroad! first place I know i need to see in paris: Shakespeare & Company
ive had the names (first and middle) picked for 6 potential children for the longest time, but i cant decide what to name kids for a stupid sterek future!fic without help. there is seriously something wrong with me
“I wish you love affairs and plenty of hot water, and women kinder than I treated you. I forget the reason, but I loved you once, remember?”—One Last Poem for Richard by Sandra Cisneros (via zcwhispers)